The Weblog of Sean

After Jack’s opinion I felt extremely compelled to post it anyway.*This will likely be taken down within 24 hours. It probably wasn’t a good idea to publish this*

Well I just got done reading the ridiculously long chapter of Grapes of Wrath, and since John Steinbeck seems to be such a literary genius, I figured I’d give it a shot.

*NOTE*This was edited only for language. Any spelling errors are there unintentionally, and, though Drupal has a spell checker, I’m not going to pay attention to it.*/NOTE*

10:52 START

Its already the end of break, and I feel like I need a break. I’m tired of this already. Maybe a major change will help me, but i’m not sure what that change could be. maybe a girlfriend or something, but i need something to be majorly different pretty soon. I don’t know, baybe i’m just mising drumline practice or something, as weird as it sounds. Saosin rocsk. They need to release mor music. If I had a dollar for every person who wrote stream of consciousness things who wasn’t john steinbeck, i’d be a very very poor man. or teen. I guess teen, since i’m not a legal adult yet, but I’m cloe. ONLY 10ISH MONTEHS LEFT!

back on the subject of change, i may just be missing school, as stupid as it sounds. i havte having to do work all the time, but i actually kinda miss hanging out with people and such. THe work load this year sucks. even with only two really academic classes, I still find myself constantly doing homework. Not that being in drumline helps. It does take up about 12ish hours/week of potentially free time. I can’t imagine not doing that activity though. Practices suck, but performance is amazing, especially when the crowd gets into it. It’s just something that you cant understand unless you are involved with it nad have acually done it. WOw this is the first post i have made that ISNT in reverse alphabetical order. I’m kinda glad about that one. I need something major to change. Nothing bad, cause that would really suck, and I hope that nothing bad happens to anyone I know, even people I hate. As long as this big change is good, then I’m all for it. mahybe i should just be doing something different than I am now. Like NOT going to bed past 12:00 everynight during this break. Man, I need a break, even though I’m on a break.

Wy does john steinbeck get som uch credit for being a literary genious, This stuff is easy! just write whatever the h*** pops in your head. If it doesn’t make sense, take it out if you’re going for htat whole “serious, not funny” vibe. For the record, I’m not on anything right now, and I’m also not very tired. Just kinda fed up. THis same routine stuff is really getting to me. Also, the Grapes of Wrath is really depressing. Every glimmer of hope is, for the most part, taken away from these characters. And it’s not even like I don’t care about them. I want them to succeed pretty bad, but I know it just isn’t gonna happen.. It’s like hoping to date a really smart, really hot supermodel. The chances are so small that it doesn’t even make sense to hope for it.

Just to reiterate I AM NOT ON ANYTHING. You’re probably thinking that right now, but I really am not. I’m pretty tired, but that’s about it. Maybe it has something to do with being at my mom’s side of the family for Easter. THat whole side of the family is exremely funnny. Even if you didn’t know much about the people, you could get all of the jokes, well almost all of them. It would be alittle tough on some of thoem, but once who figure out who is who and whow people are related, its not that bad. I also slept on the way home from Exton PA, which is right near Vvalley forge. I was listening to the Saosin CD, and i fell asleep somewhere around follow and feel and woke up about 3/4 through Bury Your Head, so I suspect I slept for a solid 20 minutes to half hour.

I really need to get a change in my life. Maybe I should ask someone out. DOn’t worry, it won’t be any of your ex girlfriends, although I’m not too sure who, outside fo the people in our circle of friends, reads this blog. If I do wind up daiting your ex, I’m sorry, but , seeing as how I likely don’t know you, or, If I do, I’m not close to you, I don’t htink it breaks any guy laws. If it does, someone tell me, and I may reconsider. WHoops I forgot to resize those Cali pics for the Web. We were on the bus on the way to california when I said to Josh SChwartz “Y’know, Now I finally understand the Grapes of Wrath……. Nah just kidding. THis doesn’t help at all.” I really shouldn’t have even writtent hat, cause it’s not funny unless you were there, and even then, it wasn’t hilarious, but since this is a stream of consciousness, it doesn’t matter. I can be totally incoherent and It makes for good writing. This stuff is kinda fun once you get into it. I’m gonna stop though, cause i’ll either start being a terrible person or reveal some personal secrets. Or I’ll just go crazy and never get out of streamofconsciousness omde.

Music CIty Mystique is the craziest indoor drumline i’ve ever seen (well on video). They do the craziest illusions ever, such as putting their cymbals on bungee cors that can’t be seen by the audience, or having an entire section stop playing, but the rest of the phrase sounds like its being played by that section. Check them out on YOutube if you want. THey do some crazy a*** stuff.

END 11:13

Once again, this was edited only for language, not grammar or spelling, so enjoy. I kinda needed to vent on that one.